My relationship with ummi is like getting worse.what is wrong? I am not sure.i feel so sad whenver she scold me or yell at me.im angry at myself for making ummi upset.every single time I tried to be a good daughter but theres always something I do unintentionally make ummi angry and upset.i want to make ummi happy everyday.ummi is always mad at me.i dont want to be a bad daughter so I just cry.abi said I am so gembeng but thats the only thing I can do.i dont want to get angry n scold ummi so I just cry.thats the best way right.i cant even tell ummi my problems and stuff.she.will get angry n scold me.i just want some words of encouragement or motivation or atleast a hug.i need it from my mother.sometimes I wish I could be like putput.ummi always love putput.she seldom scold putput.always hug putput and stuff.i wish ummi hug me too.i feel so useless. Yes useless.i know I cant pleased everyone but come one, shes my ummi and I always receive scolding from her. Allahu musta'an. O Allah, help me fix my relationship with ummi. :'(
Ummi, I love u.:'(
~Umm Qooratul 'Ayn~
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