I cry alot today.like a lot.these tears wont stop flowing.the incident keep making me cry and cry and cry and cry.i wish I just wish none of those things happen.it hurts so badly.my heart shattered into pieces every single time when I think about it.im not suppose to cry.i am not suppose to be sad.Allah made it happen.so why should I be sad? Why must I cry? What is this asha? Dont try to blame Allah.no.what is this.hold back ur tears.dont let it flow again.whats pass is done.u cant change it u cant fix it u cant do anything about it.just let it go.stop asking why because u know the reasob.u just have to accept it.its ugly and it hurts but it already happened.maybe thats better for u for them for all of us.stop blaming urself.it happened.u said what if and what if but just stop it and end it there.things change and people change.they constantly changing.u know that right.maybe ur not prepared for this.its too fast for u right but u just have to go through this.overcome it asha.stop crying stop blaming urselr.what happen is by His will.move on n dont think about it anymore.u try to fix it u tried.u did ur very best but it didnt work.so just stop now and move on.make doa for them.for all of us.it will get better.stay strong asha.have faith in Allah like u always do.
~Umm Qooratul 'Ayn~
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